And not in a good way. I'm completely turned upside down and inside out. Nothing is the way it "should" be and I'm feeling less control than ever.
Random pieces of unsolicited advice and reflection:
1. Tell people you love them. Tell the now. Later might be too late.
2. Expect the unexpected and prepare for it so you aren't left in a puddle of anxiety when something happens.
3. Be honest. Communicate even if you know it isn't what the other person wants to hear.
4. Be kind to everyone.
5. Be on time.
6. Show up and be present.
7. Believe in yourself.
8. Dare to dream.